When certainty, after being a victim of doubt, turns back into certainty, it is a cataclysm.
That certainty, whose prelude has been burning like a lamp in the heart for weeks, which we considered a prayer, a support, and made the foundation of life, when it suddenly starts to tremble, becomes a question, and then shatters by colliding with the stone of reality, a cataclysm erupts within a person. Neither the sky bursts, nor the earth shakes, but everything shatters inside the heart. This is the cataclysm that comes because of those who claim sincerity with their tongues, but with their actions, make someone's life a laboratory, who say they are with you, but in reality, they are not with you, they are watching the spectacle, they make the word loyalty a pawn, trust a weapon, and considering the simplicity of the other person as a weakness, they play with it.
Such people think they are very clever, that their double faces are not visible to anyone, but they forget that the sound of breaking certainty is silent, but its effects are very deep. It is a wound that does not bleed, but leaves the entire personality bloodied. It is a deception that does not come screaming, but enters the heart smiling and then destroys everything.
And the day a person understands the reality that those whom he considered his own were actually playing with his life, that day is a day of cataclysm for him. On that day, trust is buried, simplicity dies, and the person changes from within. He is never the same as before, he neither trusts quickly, nor loves fearlessly, nor considers every smile to be true, and such people forget:
Reality cannot be hidden by false principles ever
Fragrance cannot come from paper flowers ever.
When certainty emerges from the fog of doubt and sees its face in the sharp and merciless mirror of reality, it is no longer just a mental change, it becomes a cataclysm that passes over the entire being. This is the moment when a person realizes that the truth on which he had based his thinking, his decisions, and the direction of his life, was not the truth but a beautiful deception, which had burdened the sparkle in his eyes and the direction of his trust.
This cataclysm becomes even more horrific when this deception is issued not by an ordinary person but by an educated person, because education is not just the name of a degree, but the name of awareness, responsibility, and moral weight. When this same educated person, wearing the cloak of sincerity, enters the life of a simple-hearted person, he not only breaks an individual, but also raises a finger on the credibility of knowledge. Then people do not say that so-and-so person turned out to be unfaithful, but start saying that educated people are like this, thus the dishonesty of one individual defames the entire knowledge. Such people do not consider the sincerity of a sincere person as a trust, but use it as a weakness. They know that the other person speaks the truth, so they can try lying. They know that the other person trusts, so they can play games. They know that the other person is connected from the heart, so they can fearlessly interfere in the decisions of his life. These people do not take advantage, they play around.
With someone's emotions, with someone's future, with someone's certainty, and the most dangerous thing is that they do all this in a very civilized tone, reasoned conversation, and beautiful words, so that the other person does not understand for a long time what is happening to him. When the truth finally unfolds, the person not only becomes suspicious of one person, but also starts questioning himself, was my understanding wrong? Was my trust a crime? Was telling the truth foolishness? These questions break the person from within, turn his trust into rubble, and fill his heart with such silence that it does not allow him to speak for years.
Remember that if knowledge is devoid of morality, it does not remain light, but becomes a more dangerous darkness. The deception of an uneducated person is temporary, but the deception of an educated person makes a person suspicious of his own principles, his own faith, and his own truth, and sometimes he even starts denying his knowledge. This writing is a testimony in favor of the sincere person who was truthful, and an indictment against those who wear the guise of truth and make the lives of others a testing ground.
If you are educated, then remember that your words, your behavior, and your intention do not only represent you, they represent knowledge,
*And the person who plays with the life of a sincere person, does not only break a heart, he injures knowledge, trust, and humanity all three* because after certainty is broken, not only eyes open, the person changes.
This writing is not for those who have been deceived, but for those who deceive. Remember that playing with someone's certainty is not a minor sin, you are playing with someone's time, feelings, and the entire direction of life. It is possible that he endures everything silently, but your action has caused a cataclysm within him and cataclysms always demand accountability, so if you are together, then be truly together, and if you cannot be sincere, then at least do not make someone's certainty a trial because broken certainty does get reconnected, but it never remains as pure as before.
Leave duality and become only one color
Either become completely wax or become completely stone.
*✍️Mutallem ul Jamia Al Ashrafia✍️*